sebab selalu kita lupa asal,
selalu kita lupa daya diri,
selalu kita cuma mahu ke depan,
sebab yang di belakang yang kita tinggalkan itu sesuatu yang kita tentu tak mahu.
atau mahu-
-larikan diri darinya.

mimpi dan rindu.

"tunggu along datang, tau!'
2 kali ulang, terus sedar,
this was just a dream.
but it felt so real, that i can't stop this tears coming down.
continuously.

i guess, i miss her so much.

and lately, i've forgot to think of her.

- 9 bulan, 11 hari kak yah pergi

heart.

Though I know this very well,
I still wish for ridiculous things.
Things that will eat me up.

Words are sharp.
It may slice you, it may be your shield.

Lesson learned. Mistakes repeat.
Live moves on. Heart heals.
Memories? Ahh, they sometimes stayed.
Sometimes disappear and someday will come smirking at you.

"Today's world is no longer safe for your heart. For mine too. So, keep it where it's safe enough if you dare not to see it gets broken."

So what if today someone breaks your heart?
It will heal. It was designed to be able to go through it.
BUT, you never have a right to simply break ones heart.
For what ever reason.
Especially the one you are trying to make now.
Yes, NOW.

november boost

dah masuk 5 hari november,
bernafas!

dunia ini kalau dikejar, memang menunggu kiamat habisnya.
kerja. hidup. event. keluarga.

tapi weekend memang ohsem.
hujan memanjang. hati yang panas pun tersejuk.
hati yang keras, apatah lagi terlembut lembik.
gaya kerak nasi berendam air.

hati-hati dik,
spm dah bermula. selamat berjuang, adik kesayangan.
sila jangan gabra. chill lah. spm je. ;)

7 years ago, i almost got killed. literally.
sbb spm. i survived! yeay! so should you.