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s o m e t h i n g

this is something;
for the past few months..i've been away from everyone i love..
moving to sumewhere else..
to start a new phase of life..
afta a very long break (of absolutely nothing had been done)
finally i get a place to continue my studies..
being at a new place...
with new friends...
and family to be made (erm..betol ke ni...?)
i finally made it to adapt with the current situation and surroundings..
but the hardest part is to handle the situation when i started being sensitive..
to those them who i already accept as part of my family (we used to call each other with the along, angah like...)
its not their fault when i get upset, or mad..
its about me being too sensitive as i treat them just like my vains..
i love them the way they are..
n sumtyms i taught them the same thing i wish i cud have been done for my youngers at home..
and few days before the Aidifitri,
i went to a place..to meet n wait fer sumone..
that sumone who i will never left behind..
n sumone who i'm willing to do anything just to make him happy..
i went to his place..
staying with my oldfwen's..
and spending the whole 3 days with them there..
during those days..i felt that i need nothing else..
its like living in my dream life..
a life that i always looking for...
i felt like i already have everything i need..
i have my fwens..
my family..
my simple family..
full with love n caring...
something that i always wish for..
i'm happy..
my true hapiness..

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