16 more days

you know, life can sometimes be funny.
and weird too. but you just have to keep on living because you have to serve the purpose for the afterlife.

nak kahwin, siapa tak suka?
orang gila pun suka.
tapi dugaan dia. Mahanya.
like how i always goes to when i can't handle things.
i feel like giving up.

the beginning was fun, and exciting.
tapi, apalah angin kalau tak melanda.
honestly, these few weeks has been a real tough challenge.
both, physically and emotionally.

i had voiced up about giving up.
two times. two times!
and i'm scared.

and then i came across gdsjht's blog.
and then i realize.
why give up now?
it's not an end. it's just a beginning.
maka, here we go.
16 more days.

Rabbi Yassir wala tu’assir. Rabbi tham mim bil hayr. Rabbi zidni ‘ilman war zuqni fahman
O my Lord, make things easier for me, do not make things difficult for me. O My Lord, let my affairs end with goodness. O my Lord, increase my knowledge and grant me understanding.

source : Fingularity