i have been serving the organization for close to two years 6 months now. that is the new record based on my employment history. never have i ever thought i could ever make it or stay in any organization for more than 2 years.
in this two years, i must say, there were ups and downs. the norms when you allow people to be close to you only to discover their capability of backstabbing you, then the more you know people, the more of their cards you can see. and the most scariest part is letting people to see you, in the real you.
some of the people who have known me outside of my work environment may agree to this statement that i am not the same at work.
i am much more vulnerable outside.
however, i must tell, you cannot expect the best of both in the working environment. most of the time, you gotta check your reality and make the calls accordingly.
i have been having so many attempts trying to write things down, be it here or in my diary. but i always ended up either watching netflix, or browsing the social media uncontrollably. ]
let me try to see if i can at least post something beneficial here. or else, just another random rambling and rants.
'till, then.
in this two years, i must say, there were ups and downs. the norms when you allow people to be close to you only to discover their capability of backstabbing you, then the more you know people, the more of their cards you can see. and the most scariest part is letting people to see you, in the real you.
some of the people who have known me outside of my work environment may agree to this statement that i am not the same at work.
i am much more vulnerable outside.
however, i must tell, you cannot expect the best of both in the working environment. most of the time, you gotta check your reality and make the calls accordingly.
i have been having so many attempts trying to write things down, be it here or in my diary. but i always ended up either watching netflix, or browsing the social media uncontrollably. ]
let me try to see if i can at least post something beneficial here. or else, just another random rambling and rants.
'till, then.
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