beat,: on february

bulan 2 dari 12 bulan setahun.
ada banyak yang penting dalam bulan february.

we started with birthdays:
15-birthday walang
22-my birthday & birthday twins, ashad.
24-gadis paling besi dalam anak sulung bertiga
25-best roomate's birthday

special day:
23rd-the first year anniversary of changing phase from friends to closer friends. :)

event:
27th-dinner bioprocess. colours of masquerade.

february tahun ini cuma ada 28 hari.
banyak terkejar. banyak yang cuba dilakukan sebaik mampu.
the good thing is that i am around people i love. around people who loves me.
(and yes, apart from family. which sadden me a little)
this post goes for everything under february.

15th-walang's birthday
i wish, i could bake you cake. or celebrate our birthday together, on yours or my birthday.
the last year i could remember we did celebrate mine was somewhere in 1996?
its been long since i met you, aunt.
the situation aren't good enough. and i really hope that above everything,
you know i do love you. and i care for you.
since you only have us, your family.
kittens & cats doesn't really count.
i hope you find your own happiness like the other 4 of you siblings does.
maybe not today. maybe tomorrow. :)
someday. happy belated birthday walang.

22nd-my very own birthday.
its a hectic week.
semua orang rushing siapkan plant design. some maybe with fyp.
i could call it refreshing year. i did went out and celebrate it with some close friends.
its was, a surprise though. and how on earth they know that it my fav cake?
spend the whole night finishing the cake okay.
and wishes on hp, on fb wall, on skype, gtalk.
even on twitter. its overwhelming.
i could cry. its a wish come true. looking forward to have a session with my sisters at home.
and with the other four who are now drifting apart.
well, on that very day, i decided to be happy. to smile a lot.
to just simply enjoy the day. until its very end. and that turns out to be happening.
thank you everyone. who makes my day.
may Allah repay all of you with never ending happiness.

23rd-special somehow.
well, we haven't celebrate it yet right? :) but we do cherish it.
thank you for answering me on im that night.
as u may know, i opened my heart to tell you every single thing i felt at that moment.
my pain, my hope & dreams.
and thank you for being there for me, since that night.
and for asking me the key to another door on some other night.

24th-ilya fatehah's birthday
happy birthday big girl! the most strongest among us three.
the one whom i always turn to during those days.
and still, some of these days. :)
i couldn't express my love for you through words, my dear.
for every pain you hide away from me,
i hope someday it heals.
that someday, there will be someone who won't take you for granted.
someone who dearly loves you.
and of course, you yourself will be the daughter of mak and abah, the one they proud of.
i am always proud of you. remember that.
and remember what i always tell you. okay, sweetheart?

25th-wan nur farzana's birthday
okay, let me begins tell you how we met.
sekuliah masa sem 1 kat matriks, sekelas tutor masa sem 2.
datang unimap, i truly have no one but her.
and based on that, we begin to become roomies during orientation.
sama-sama bangun awal/lambat. in fact, masa audition untuk kelab kebudayaan,
dia la yang sanggup teman ddk kat luar bilik tu. i still remember that. :)
when all of the students being transferred to wang ulu, i somehow have to moved earlier than her.
and when i register into new home together with the other two,
i have no room mate.
and i accidentally bumped to her.
and since that, we became roomies.
she was the most reliable friend i have.
every night before we went asleep, its a must to have pillow talk together.
she was there everytime i needed someone.
and to be frank, i misses her as room mate.
she can be out of nowhere sometimes,
she was complicated once, but through everything i love her.
so, happy belated birthday ex-room mate!
i heart you!

27th-mask on, colours of masquerade.
tell you what, this would be our very last all together time, officially.
and for this event, semua orang termasuk aku, dah sibuk siapkan diri sebulan or lebih dari tu.
wearing dress for the very first time.
make up as thick as preparing untuk show.
it was a night i would want to spend with everyone i've known in bioprocess.
a night full of colours. and sweet memories.
and my name was announced among all bestari's list. for the very first time.
:) what could make me more happier than that?

i'm ending up this with some pictures.
goodbye february.
you'll remain as my favourite month of the year. every year.
and hello march.
i wonder what you brings me, this year.